i should really post more cgs rather than sketches lol
........ Ò 3Ò;;;
but omg im already excited for pokemon black and white
it looks so cooll ;A; ! even more 3D ...! yet 2D?!!?!?!?!?!
mind blown. im just excited.
ugh need to find a hospital to volunteer at! > 3<
and then maybe a job with that too?
AND OMG tomorrow is graduation
what am i going to do with my seniors!?
they're basically the only friends i have now : (
so idk what to do
cry cry cry;;; i will miss them so much omgggg
and dolsot bibimbop is yummy.........!!! i love korean food and am glad my mama is korean
i need to learn torean too....
WHAT IS MY CAT DOING ALSDKJFALKSDF -tackles it-
har har har.
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so ok. my computer, has a virus. it's one of those antispyware soft viruses
that scam people into buying 70 dollar programs that don't do crap.
it won't let me open programs or nuthin. so i gave up trying to fix it
and now im using my brother's old laptop, since no body uses it anyway.
:< oh well! so i lost all of my files, and i was too afraid to save them
because i thought the virus or spyware would creep up on the file
and infect this computer too.
but blah. XD i reinstalled sai + tablet
so that's all i really need =A= ahahaha
-goes to study- (pfffffffffffft)
hey...
hey.. this isn't suppose to happen. why must i dream.
lol sorry for the crappy drawing! it was drawn during school
and then taken with my camera lol. used a pen and a highlighter. O:
q _q im fat....
so im short like 5'2 and i weight like 135lbs at least. and i feel fat haha.
i think i will stop looking in the mirror for awhile.. Q n Q -shot-
must.. lose weight! i would go to a gym but that's boring..
and then going jogging is unsafe. and i don't wanna run around in my large yard
due to the fact my neighbors will start at me like this: ó n ò;;;
but oh well i will get over it. XD i call myself fat all the time
yet do nothing about it. i guess things will change when
i get up and move and do something. DO SOMETHING LINA
why are they all guys? Q_Q
i drew some fanart too but i left it at school : ( darn i wanted to show it too haha. it was sad....fanart of tidus! ; n ; my favorite ff characterrrr.
well that's all i have to say. im going to go eat and get fatter. -shotshotshottrampledandkilled-
oh my shoopah gurl
pfffftttt. - _- ;; i laugh at my inconsistent art
but on the bright side i have no school tomorrow
that is a wonderful..wonderful thing. ;A;
Today is Wednesday!
the title reminds me of like a kiddie book XD
i want to read a children's book now....
yeah above are commissions i finished today. :D
i still need to work on anatomy but oh well!
and i learned how to conquer homework!
think of it as an addictive videogame.
and the homework...is a boss....MUST DEFEAT!
you don't understand. for some reason, i am just so lucky at videogames haaha
i remember one time i was fighting this boss and i had like 1 hp and i killed it LOL
i was like YEEEEEEEEEEEEEES TOUCH DOWN BABYYY F U FU FU FU
when i won. it was the best feeling ever. so hopefully if i study (leveling up) and think of it
like a game i will get lucky and when it comes to tests, aka mega boss...
maybe i will strike lucky and get no less than a B!
lol as if life works that way. MY LOGIC FAILS ME ;A; CRYYYYYY
and water and and her holding her hand out to you with sparkly eyes
IN A SCHOOL GIRL OUTFIT! 8D
oh yes. that is every otaku's dreams ahahahha
ff prom
so prom was yesterday. it was ok. i had fun. and im wondering why i am so ugly hahaha. just kidding.
but the best part was project prom. staying up all night until 6 am... was amazing. i was cracked up
by 5 am. i think i saw a bag... and mistook it for a cat. hmmm. and then today i slept alllll day.
literally. i didn't actually wake up until like 6 or 7 pm. :c so now i have to do all this spanish homework.
and then study meaninglessly for a AP test i will fail tomorrow morning... ugh. i hate ap classes!
why did i even bother taking ap biology, haha. oh well. make good decisions and bad ones. bleh.
also i wish my brother would stop being such a baby.. he's just ... he needs help. let's just say that.
(does it make sense that he's so immature that he is saying fuck you angrily to his little sister? :/)
i was going to post some art like i should sense this is an art blog. sorry for the rants and life story XD
i will try to keep it minimal since well... im sure most of you don't really want to read this. i wouldn't wanna...
(then why post it lina!?)
but yea im too lazy right now to post art :p sorry! definitely next time i will. whenever that will be....
i think im losing interest in internets which might be a good thing
so maybe i will take a break until school is out. you know. to focus on stuff.... pfft yea right
but the best part was project prom. staying up all night until 6 am... was amazing. i was cracked up
by 5 am. i think i saw a bag... and mistook it for a cat. hmmm. and then today i slept alllll day.
literally. i didn't actually wake up until like 6 or 7 pm. :c so now i have to do all this spanish homework.
and then study meaninglessly for a AP test i will fail tomorrow morning... ugh. i hate ap classes!
why did i even bother taking ap biology, haha. oh well. make good decisions and bad ones. bleh.
also i wish my brother would stop being such a baby.. he's just ... he needs help. let's just say that.
(does it make sense that he's so immature that he is saying fuck you angrily to his little sister? :/)
i was going to post some art like i should sense this is an art blog. sorry for the rants and life story XD
i will try to keep it minimal since well... im sure most of you don't really want to read this. i wouldn't wanna...
(then why post it lina!?)
but yea im too lazy right now to post art :p sorry! definitely next time i will. whenever that will be....
i think im losing interest in internets which might be a good thing
so maybe i will take a break until school is out. you know. to focus on stuff.... pfft yea right
thank you. a reply to kuro~
I just read your post, Kuro. ;A; Thank you for cheering me up. <3
It really touched me that you care so much ahh. You're a really great friend.
I'm really glad I met you. And you're right about all the things you said.
I've cheered up a bit and your optimism is so bright. Ahhh. > w<;;; !
Adlkfjasdf just thanks again. (I really don't know what else to say)
OH and that picture was so cute ; U; ! i will try my best to be more positive and work hard.
But although I know my mother is probably proud of me, I still feel like I've yet done anything to repay her back.
Even though she is my mother, I shouldn't feel like I need to pay her back, but idk I just feel like I should by being a good student and doing as she tells me too. > 3< I will think more on this and hopefully I will turn myself around.
Oh I will try to fix that comment thing. XD I dunno if classic blogger templates support comments.. ;A;
It really touched me that you care so much ahh. You're a really great friend.
I'm really glad I met you. And you're right about all the things you said.
I've cheered up a bit and your optimism is so bright. Ahhh. > w<;;; !
Adlkfjasdf just thanks again. (I really don't know what else to say)
OH and that picture was so cute ; U; ! i will try my best to be more positive and work hard.
But although I know my mother is probably proud of me, I still feel like I've yet done anything to repay her back.
Even though she is my mother, I shouldn't feel like I need to pay her back, but idk I just feel like I should by being a good student and doing as she tells me too. > 3< I will think more on this and hopefully I will turn myself around.
Oh I will try to fix that comment thing. XD I dunno if classic blogger templates support comments.. ;A;
mixed feelings.
so like i want to do what i want when i want...
but i feel like i owe her at least my attention when it comes to education
i feel like i owe her straight As and being in the top 5
since she wants me to be great and have a good life.
i understand why.
and i know she's not the strictest parent
i'm lucky that i can even do the things i do today
yet..i keep being selfish and think but i want to do this and that
not what you want, what i want..
so i begin to resent myself and i'm always thinking of how
i want to give her happiness by accomplishing good deeds
like being top student and studying alll the time ...being smart n stuff
but i'm not smart. im average. i don't know what way to go
i don't know how to do many things in this world called adulthood
perhaps it my fault. and it probably is. for not being more serious
and saying 'hey i really have to get it together'
i hate how i'm always lazy and i always procrastinate
i hate how i say i'm going to do things..set goals
and end up never doing them.
i hate how i'm always taking things for granted
and winging every choice
i want to change. for the better
so i can make her proud and feel worry free about me.
i mean it's the least i can do for her.
i keep saying this. yet my actions won't prove success
i wish i could turn on this 'button' i have
so i can get on with life and stop living as a 10 yr old
but i feel like i owe her at least my attention when it comes to education
i feel like i owe her straight As and being in the top 5
since she wants me to be great and have a good life.
i understand why.
and i know she's not the strictest parent
i'm lucky that i can even do the things i do today
yet..i keep being selfish and think but i want to do this and that
not what you want, what i want..
so i begin to resent myself and i'm always thinking of how
i want to give her happiness by accomplishing good deeds
like being top student and studying alll the time ...being smart n stuff
but i'm not smart. im average. i don't know what way to go
i don't know how to do many things in this world called adulthood
perhaps it my fault. and it probably is. for not being more serious
and saying 'hey i really have to get it together'
i hate how i'm always lazy and i always procrastinate
i hate how i say i'm going to do things..set goals
and end up never doing them.
i hate how i'm always taking things for granted
and winging every choice
i want to change. for the better
so i can make her proud and feel worry free about me.
i mean it's the least i can do for her.
i keep saying this. yet my actions won't prove success
i wish i could turn on this 'button' i have
so i can get on with life and stop living as a 10 yr old
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