i feel like taking a hiatus from online stuff....but i probably wouldn't last a second.
maybe i will take a break from online communities though? like dA and stuff....
and explore my artist self (pfft) and go on a journey to improve.
i don't know right now. but bleh now i'm thinking why bother? it is just a hobby.
good or not, i should enjoy drawing because of the love i have for it.... yea something like that.
humans are weak.
they really are. haha. we cave into pleasure...self-destruction...etc all those bad things so easily.
i admire those who tread away and keep faithful and are thankful. they really work hard to be like that.
they have great resolve. i wish i could be like that....! but sadly that does not fit into my genes.
anyway here is some lineartt and i don't think i'll finish this one either. :/
i need to work on lineart i suck at it haha. it looks 100% different from my sketches which..ihappen to like better...!
i admire those who tread away and keep faithful and are thankful. they really work hard to be like that.
they have great resolve. i wish i could be like that....! but sadly that does not fit into my genes.
anyway here is some lineartt and i don't think i'll finish this one either. :/
i need to work on lineart i suck at it haha. it looks 100% different from my sketches which..ihappen to like better...!
Today is ........what?
If I ever make a short comic or something.....
I really want to title the chapters like
"Today is ___!" It sounds like fun. :)
Drew this for a friend! But I can't decide on clothes....
And pose isn't concrete. I will have to change it maybe...
Uh it's a guy btw. Haha. So it's 2 AM. It's hot. I'm sweating.
Not good. ;_; TIME TO GAME!!! YARRR.
I really want to title the chapters like
"Today is ___!" It sounds like fun. :)
Drew this for a friend! But I can't decide on clothes....
And pose isn't concrete. I will have to change it maybe...
Not good. ;_; TIME TO GAME!!! YARRR.
fish soup.
I dislike it when my mom puts the whole fish into soup. D8
I mean it's perfect before that...tofu, red pepper paste, veggies, kimchi etc
Then a giant wad of fish and fish head into it. WHY MOM? ; Q; Makes me cry.
Because fish bones......aren't my friend. :c And I don't like having my dinner stare back at me LOL.
-looks at fish head- D8 Why mouth gaping hmmm? But whateverrrrrrr. It is what it is. ;n;
<3 I should draw. YUP. But probably won't for like an hour haha.
I mean it's perfect before that...tofu, red pepper paste, veggies, kimchi etc
Then a giant wad of fish and fish head into it. WHY MOM? ; Q; Makes me cry.
Because fish bones......aren't my friend. :c And I don't like having my dinner stare back at me LOL.
-looks at fish head- D8 Why mouth gaping hmmm? But whateverrrrrrr. It is what it is. ;n;
<3 I should draw. YUP. But probably won't for like an hour haha.
just beat it. ~
so sorry for the spam but here's another wip that i willl probably never finish. cute desu.
pickled lamb paste!
Aside from the new layout......hahaha. Nothing new has been happening other than me loading up my to-draw list. When will I learn? :< Never probably. But yes. I must draw, pronto! I need to get better fast yo. I do stand by my statement that I love drawing but I do have the urge to improve. Then again I'm a lazy hobo who likes to sleep all day and eat some. Which reminds me, I need to loose weight. Sigh. ;o; Oh well.
Hum dee dum. I want to replay HeartGold. But.....so much work. I have like 60 hrs on it and all starters haha. I don't want to go through hell again. OTL Maybe I will buy SoulSilver? Nah. I will just wait for Black and White...which comes out when? 2014? Something like that. Soo...far...away. ;o; I will be a 3rd year in college by then! Hopefully......
Hum dee dum. I want to replay HeartGold. But.....so much work. I have like 60 hrs on it and all starters haha. I don't want to go through hell again. OTL Maybe I will buy SoulSilver? Nah. I will just wait for Black and White...which comes out when? 2014? Something like that. Soo...far...away. ;o; I will be a 3rd year in college by then! Hopefully......
12june2010
o look a work in progress that i will probably never finish. :<
naked girl and a teddy bear. idea from a friend on dA.
i think she's doing one too ho ho ho ho. we be cool.
okk that's all i have to show. i think my style is getting
more cute. eh oh well. its easier to draw...b:
the karate kid.
It was amazing. I don't even know where to start, man.
LFAKJSDFLKAJSDF. ;O; I loved it! I am definitely going to buy it....It was like the best thing I've watched.......all week. Seriously.
And I am in such a fighting binge right now. I just loveeeeee watching fighting scenes.
(Though violence IRL scares the poop out of me. ;A ; !!! )
Oh, sorry for not like......you know posting art. I'm pretty lacking these days. I dunno, I just don't feeeel like drawing stuff. But eh. It might be an ....an.....artblockdundundunnnnnnn! Who knows, yah? But hopefully it will pass soon. In fact, I think I will draw right now, holy moley.
Also, my summer plans have been wiped. Suppose to go have fun but plans got canceled! I'm sad..but it's okay. I can get over it. :P
And I got ice cream today. I am......so happy. -glistens-
LFAKJSDFLKAJSDF. ;O; I loved it! I am definitely going to buy it....It was like the best thing I've watched.......all week. Seriously.
And I am in such a fighting binge right now. I just loveeeeee watching fighting scenes.
(Though violence IRL scares the poop out of me. ;A ; !!! )
Oh, sorry for not like......you know posting art. I'm pretty lacking these days. I dunno, I just don't feeeel like drawing stuff. But eh. It might be an ....an.....artblockdundundunnnnnnn! Who knows, yah? But hopefully it will pass soon. In fact, I think I will draw right now, holy moley.
Also, my summer plans have been wiped. Suppose to go have fun but plans got canceled! I'm sad..but it's okay. I can get over it. :P
And I got ice cream today. I am......so happy. -glistens-
what is today?
i'm in a bad mood. :< no idea why..... maybe i will take a shower.
i was going to post some art..but eh. maybe later hmmm?
i've been in the mood to draw......yet i don't want to draw you know?
it's a weird feeling lol. i guess im just really lazy.
i've also been breaking out lol as in acne. it's not cool at all ahhhh.
usually my face is clean during the summer. cuz well no school D:
i don't know.
and lately i've felt like quitting online stuff like gaia and dA
eh we shall see. i miss my friends too. ; _; !
another thing! i must loose weight! go exercise lina!
i was going to post some art..but eh. maybe later hmmm?
i've been in the mood to draw......yet i don't want to draw you know?
it's a weird feeling lol. i guess im just really lazy.
i've also been breaking out lol as in acne. it's not cool at all ahhhh.
usually my face is clean during the summer. cuz well no school D:
i don't know.
and lately i've felt like quitting online stuff like gaia and dA
eh we shall see. i miss my friends too. ; _; !
another thing! i must loose weight! go exercise lina!
man.......do i love men.
i sometimes honestly doubt my sexuality because i do find myself 'staring' at girls sometimes. but then i think ...'oh the reason why im staring is because im so jealous lkfajsdfasdf' i wish i had legs like that...and other times i stare a bodies...for art LOL is that weird? i tend to ..stare at people and try to put two and two together. so that poses = much easier. i tend to do that with objects too.......
but yeah, i am definitely straight! i am definitely...definitely attracted to men. haha. i was basically foaming today because of this anime, hakuouki. it's ...like...the best show in the world. if you wanna see hot bishies. -nosebleed- i really do enjoy this anime. and im jealous of the girl haha. surrounded by all of those men....fomg. sooo lucky!
........even if they are fictional. they're still attractive nonetheless! ;- ; don't judge me.i would rape them in a heartbeat lol. they'd probably kill me before i could get the chance to even make a grope... (they're samurais you see..)
ahh i've been having the urge to cg lately. but im so damn lazy. orz i think that's my problem! i wonder how i can fix this..hmmm!also i've been trying to be more positive and accepting of life. hopefully...
that's all i have to say. goodnight. lina signing off. 8D
but yeah, i am definitely straight! i am definitely...definitely attracted to men. haha. i was basically foaming today because of this anime, hakuouki. it's ...like...the best show in the world. if you wanna see hot bishies. -nosebleed- i really do enjoy this anime. and im jealous of the girl haha. surrounded by all of those men....fomg. sooo lucky!
........even if they are fictional. they're still attractive nonetheless! ;- ; don't judge me.i would rape them in a heartbeat lol. they'd probably kill me before i could get the chance to even make a grope... (they're samurais you see..)
ahh i've been having the urge to cg lately. but im so damn lazy. orz i think that's my problem! i wonder how i can fix this..hmmm!also i've been trying to be more positive and accepting of life. hopefully...
that's all i have to say. goodnight. lina signing off. 8D
misunderstandings...
Don't you just dislike misunderstandings? They're just so aggrivating sometimes! Ahhh..
I remember I had a misunderstanding with somebody online once...
....The person mistakened that I was mm making fun or calling her names?
Because you know how people use astericks or dashes (today slashes) to type an action?
Like... *running* or -sitting- or /cheers ? I had typed -lame- apparently.. And the person took it the wrong way.
The person thought I was calling her lame and not myself. It really made me sad. ;_;
Because she then said that I was a brat or something and didn't deserve attention!
I felt horrible... Because at first I had no idea what was going on.
But this was a year or two ago. I'm surprised I still remember it. OTL
I also hate misunderstandings in dramas ...lol. But they're called DRAMAS for a reason, huh?
Just aggrivates me through out the whole story. IT'S NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE! HE LOVES YOU!
RUN AFTER HIM YOU FOOL! RAHHHH! And then I end up keep watching it. Lol.
I'm sorry this blog is more like a ...personal blog. : < I need to let out my thoughts someway!
Or else I'll starting thinking about..how I'm a bit lonely and then think of suicide...etc. Hahahaha...OTL
I need to get my act together. Get a job, or something...do something productive! Even draw.....maybe. :<
r-r-r-r-rant
so i'm really lonely lol. i need friends! i do have my wonderful online friends, but i yearn to hang out and go to the movies. and i cant very well do that online. XP well i could......but its not the same, you know?
though it's sad. i spent more time with my senior friends this year than i have spent time with my 'friends' the entire lifetime i've known them.
BLAH GO DRAW LINA.
though it's sad. i spent more time with my senior friends this year than i have spent time with my 'friends' the entire lifetime i've known them.
BLAH GO DRAW LINA.
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